This one’s not quite for me. It’s just something that my best friend (that Marzipan coated one) believed in with all her soul since she was 17. I read it from time to time and realize how much I’m evolving into it, as dramatic as the words are. In case you’ve never read it before, [...]
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Invictus
Posted in Marzipan, Poetic License, The Phoenix, tagged blogsphere, invictus, Personal Growth, unconquered, William Earnest Henley on April 23, 2009 | 4 Comments »
The Girl in the Mirror
Posted in Narcissistic Nuances, Questioning Life, Relationships, Resolutions, The Phoenix, tagged Interpretations, Mirrors, Misunderstandings, Opinions, Reflection, Self Evaluation on April 7, 2009 | 9 Comments »
I looked at myself today. Really looked. Stripped of all the artificial vices that we take for granted as part of ourselves, the picture is so very different. When you begin to see beyond the face, even beyond the unsure expression you give yourself at times like these, you begin to see things that you [...]
The Fool’s Journey
Posted in Doggone, The Phoenix, tagged Arcana, good moods, Happiness, I'm Yours, Jason Mraz, Overcoming, Tarot, The Fool on March 13, 2009 | 2 Comments »
So I woke up with Jason Mraz this morning. He was humming I’m Yours somewhere in my head. I sat up straight and grinned like an idiot. It’s Friday the 13th and I’m in an unusually good mood. That must count for something. Surely. For me to wake up on a normal day minus my [...]
Jesus Wasn’t My Saviour
Posted in A Family Affair, Death, Doggone, Questioning Life, The Phoenix, tagged Darth Maximus, Labrador, Love, Motherhood, Puppies on February 27, 2009 | 13 Comments »
Darth Maximus was. In my search for the 3 day weekend to find meaning in my life, it hits me late Friday night anyway. Let me tell you a story. A couple of years ago when my life was at its lowest point I just picked up the Sunday Observer and went through the classifieds I [...]
Why I didn’t make ‘em resolutions this year
Posted in A Family Affair, Camping, December, Marzipan, Questioning Life, Resolutions, Sunrise, The Phoenix, Yala on January 6, 2009 | 4 Comments »
When December rolled around, I made a promise to her and myself that I will turn things around for myself. That a new dawn will come and I will start anew. Be born again and rise from the ashes as I usually do when terrible things come my way. Of course unlike all the crappy [...]
Ah ha!
Posted in A Family Affair, Newsy, The Phoenix on December 31, 2007 | 2 Comments »
So Santa did listen this time. Here I am typing this blog post on my very own brand new laptop. I am a happy happy girl. Even the picture of old uncle mervin in the newspaper next to me bothers me less. This morning I was in a fit of rage at the ridiculous things [...]
Sorry Ass Sorry
Posted in The Phoenix on October 11, 2007 | 19 Comments »
Its time to write about the hacker. And what happened. I’m ready now.
You see, if you’ve been reading the blacklullaby and thekillromeoproject, you’ll know that it was my cousin Jerome Ziegelaar who hacked my blog. It wasn’t really a hack, it was my fault for letting him in on too much of my life which [...]