Day Walker

You spend you life on a manic search for something to desperately make sense of your life and you tend to occasionally look back and wonder if it was even worth it.
Your fruitless searches beat you down, your shoulders browned by the garish heat of an angry sun that won’t let you dance in the [...]

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10 Things I Hate About You

So apparently this was a movie that I should have seen years ago, but it took me until last year when Jade thrust it apon me insisting that I watch it or else I couldn’t call myself a fan of Heath Ledger if not. True that. Loved the boy’s take on his role, even in [...]

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Of rhythms and heart beats

A was talking to a friend of mine last night about the many things that are going on in my head and as quiet as she remained at the time, I woke up to her sending me this amazing piece of writing that echoes exactly what I’m going through. It’s a toughie, this one, and [...]

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For my wedding…

Something made me remember promises I made to myself a long, long time ago (maybe even in a galaxy far, far away) and it reawakened my belief in the possibility of love. You know, the kind that lasts. I’m, at this point where I am coming to terms with the fact that there may not [...]

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in May

I shall love you in December with the love I gave in May
- James Alexander Joyce
May I make a wish? May I make many? Simply because it’s May…
May your find the resolution to all your fruitless searches
May the May winds blow through every lock of your hair as you stand up to the great ocean [...]

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Silver (K)night

You have possessed me with silver the edges of your dark heart
Come, let us steal away likes thieves in the night
To play along the fringes of the moon’s waning light
Cradle my desire in your soul & lull me to sleep
And wake up every dormant corner of me
Take it by force, don’t give it back
It’s yours [...]

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Love is

This is not about the Brian McKinight / Vanessa Williams song that came out when I was running around in that ridiculous box-pleated contraption called a school uniform. Nor is it about the current blog drama going on. As pissed off as I am about it, I think it’s time to get back to the [...]

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Invictus

This one’s not quite for me. It’s just something that my best friend (that Marzipan coated one) believed in with all her soul since she was 17. I read it from time to time and realize how much I’m evolving into it, as dramatic as the words are. In case you’ve never read it before, [...]

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Bittersweet Perspective

Why does everything have to come with an ache attached to it? Just something that was on my mind. It just seems like that. Let’s just leave it there and move on to other things for the moment shall we? There are other things going on in my life too.
I’m flying to India tomorrow. Considering [...]

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Weather Girl

Last afternoon the ocean was frothing and foaming angrily at my feet. Seemingly angrier that she couldn’t reach higher and slap me across the face.
And so she gripped at my toes viciously, trying to pull me into her depths with her sandy fangs, drawing me in with the taste of blood.
Last evening the she sent [...]

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