To bleed forever

My new favourite obsession and the score to the movie they’re going to make about me when I’m gone. Vain, I am
GHOST LOVE SCORE – Nightwish
We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to [...]

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Closing Time

The last box in the hallway is almost full. Just a few more love letters to add and bank statements to throw away. The sorting is almost done. How could a sticky note with a corny one liner decide to hold such weighty memories within? She fears the very last of them, finally thrown carelessly [...]

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Thank you Ms. Joplin

Now I know this wasn’t really an original of hers lyrically, but trust Janis Joplin to know just how to reflect my mood today.

 
Me & My Bobby McGee
Busted flat in Baton Rouge
Waitin’ for a train
When I’s feelin’ near as faded as my jeans
Bobby thumbed a diesel down
Just before it rained
It rode us all the way [...]

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The doorway to a thousand churches…

Thank you Gypsy and Ranil for re-awakening something inside me in the still of a beautiful night as we all sat on the beach in Unawatuna last weekend.  
Oh, love… 
I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass, and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I [...]

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To my fellow alcoholics…

The desperate, the restless & the broken-hearted…
 
It’s time.
Tonight is when it all starts to make sense.
We found &  followed eachother in blind faith
And in 5 short months we lived lifetimes together.
Loved, lost, found, hated, cried, desired…
Its not over. Its only just beginning. Tonight.
 
I’m going to quote the Smashing Pumpkins who seem to be [...]

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Heart in a China Shop

I made a comment to DD about my heart having behaved like a bull in a china shop in the past. And I have let it do so way too many times in my life. Don’t know how the comparison popped into that tumultuous little membrane of mine, but once it did, I realized I [...]

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Whose got the remedy?

You try to look for a song that relates to your mood and sometimes you just can’t seem to find just the one that you looking for despite the thousands of songs that have filled up your hard drive. That sucks. All the songs that keep popping up in your playlist are of emotions that [...]

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